As i said on my previous post,i never hate someone pretty much.Sasax bnci to other people pun p nda pnh mcm ku banci this girl rasa2 ku mcm i cant forgive her till my last breath haha.Actually i dont want to hate her but I CANT!Whatever good way she trrrreat me! i still HATE HER.I never trust on every words she says know why?She is a liar!Sweet talker! Even when she do mistakes..She dare to use name of ALLAH to depends her self.Ythkan sdgkn tuhan,agamanya sndiri ya inda tkt.Dont u guys see how hncur is she?Pa g mbwt me skit ati is a small matter for her.bsumph ra al-quran tkt ya..ngakun slh ya.Tpi bsumph dgn nma ALLAH inda tkt kh??Ngacw laki urg lg tu..N my mouth g laser.Know what i said?"Murtad x ya tu" astagafirulahalazim.Smoga ya slmt sjalh a.If drg kaka da bca my post now.Mm kak klw kbncian kita to her is much why not me?Lagi ku bnci kak!Lw kmu pun nda hrmat,nda maafkn ya.Why not me kak?Lagi ku jijik brbisss.Kak dgrlh rintihan hatiku!Aku bnci ya!! Just GOD know how i feel.If within this year i'm VERY SURE aku msi bnci ya. To be honest,aku inda pnh doa ya dpt berkat hidupnya..But i wish she get the same thing..The same hurt i feel.Then bru ya sdr what is life.Yth nganya slalu ku ckp"smoga ya slmt" I noe i hate her OVER!I try to be polite to her p nth.I try to accept her as a friend.Tp hatiku tawar kan mau bkwn wf that kinda person.Pembuat fitnah lg ara urg.Ckp nonsense thing.Pnipu mati n sngup tipu urg wlw yg ya ckp atu mbwt urg len pkir ya placur.Ksian kn?I dont mind ya kn jd pa kh..Tp mun sdh relate with us,khidupn us au nyamu pa bleh bwt right this moment she is not infront lau inda PENAMPAR jwpnya.Yth mudahan th smua pa ya buat slama ney she will get the return.AMIN YARABALALAMIN.Biar tuhan d'atas membalas sgalanya.I wont do wrong thing ra nya P tuhan dgr "my heart pain" sure 1day she will get balasan yg stimpal AMIN. I want to see the time she might feel how hurt is me and other people yg dporak prandanya,ditipunya semuanya.I'm sure the day will come and myself and other"victim" will smile. Even i'm not telling the real problem is..But by some i share here will make u all can figure out how that girl behave and make me hurt til i cant forgive her...Also b4 she make THE FAM hancuz bh jhat udh tu tapi syukur lah everything is FINE now tuhan adil kan. Now dgr2 her life going bad she is fames wf -ve thing.Also,the funny thing ktawaku bla i noe the true fact..Ya tel me she is ex-form 6 student get 2Alvl. Panya ex-6N.

I HOPE ONE DAY I CAN ACCEPT HER AS A FRIEND.KITA AMBIL IKTIBAR PA YG TERJADI+HARGAI LAH PRASAAN ORG LAIN+BUAT DGN BPKIR BKN NAFSU coz IT MIGHT HURTING OTHER PPL or LOVE ONE.

"i'm hoping my day full with happiness and all the past fade away with time.May our life bless by ALLAH."

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