No email entered my inbox! But my bestie ada yesterday~ how to say ar~ i think my tears is enough to talk for it =). As i log in to the facebook and read waney's status kabak2 jantung ku. Dah received txt from her di msn. Huhuhu~ my smile ilang. Kbhagiaan yg i feel few min b4 sbab 'hijau family' hilang just like that hehehe. As i said before i cant imagine for the SADDD-nessss! Tuhan saja tau betapa hampa and gelapnya my way bila dgr that news.Idk will me still strong enough. "TUHAN BERIKAN AKU HIDUP SATU KALI LAGI" failed for 3rd time in life is enough for me to face this world. I feel weak~ sungguh2 weak~ idk to whom should i speak out..And with this writting i feel a bit better drpda mnahan ddlm hati. Thankx also to my hubby and my bestie waney yg keep on inspire me~ lau inda antah lah rasa kan jatuh! Hehe. Tapi honestly,aku inda sanggup mlyt "MEREKA YG KU SYG" hampa. I wish always TUHAN BERIKAN AKU HIDUP SATU KALI LAGI~ :'( :'( TUHAN,please make me strong. i dont want tears to be my friends anymore! i love my family so muchhhhh! Tapi,kecewa kali ke 3 dlm hidup,terlepas something yg really i need for my future life satu MENYAKITKAN. I still have a long journey to complete as an eldest~ :'( TUHAN DGR LAH RINTIHAN HATIKU~ PADAMU AKU MEMOHON....
Yanti Sahrin.!
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